you’re carved into me but i didn’t pay for this engraving and i’m never going to be the same // i can’t afford guitar lessons from the man with no face and when i pick up a guitar i hear your voice and i hate it i meant it when i left why do you keep coming back // i would have swallowed the sea for him but you told me that was wrong and i was wrong but he told me i was oh so right // i smoke to fill myself with tar as if i weren’t malevolent enough already or bitter like the coffee grounds in the trash (in every aspect) // i’ve been through the ringer but that was the goal of the game wasn’t it? that’s how the silhouette taught me and he was usually right // i live in first person stepping over my own values and i’m living like i’m constantly surrounded by the color red (which could mean love or hate or both) // the question was formerly how could you but now it’s why would you i’ve never seen such a fragile person destroy such a reckless thing like stumbling over stepping stones or(and) catching what would have been a home run // this poem isn’t for you and it’s hardly a poem if you’re so much as mentioned because you set fire to everything you touch and i won’t let you touch me any longer // no thanks to her i’m learning to love myself again because i exist in the same world as hibiscus flowers and i will stand taller than a mountain until i am one.
My internet was down for 5 minutes so i went downstairs and spoke to my family
They seem like nice people
yeah so i slept with this dude last night and idk we were chatting a bit during the sexy time and for some reason his birthday came up and i was like “wait 25th of september? DUDE me TOO, wtf thats such a coincidence” and he was like “really? we have the same birthday? are u fuckin with me?” and i just looked down at his penis literally inside my vagina and was like “well technically yeah” and he was like haha nice one and high fived me
I’m on a new diet called don’t fucking look at me
changing the date on your paper so your teacher doesn’t think you’re a procrastinator
I PRESSED PLAY JUST AS I WAS TAKING A DRINK AND DIET COKE JUST SHOT OUT MY NOSE. I FEEL LIKE I JUST VOMITED
When you’re finally over someone and they message you again..